Hey Guys,
So following the recent theme of my previous blog post theme and this one is about the hardest yet best decision that I had to ever make in my life!!.
So a couple of years ago I had to make the though choice of what sixth form collage I would have to go to and where it would be located. After a long time planning where I would want to go I made a decision about moving away. This involved my whole family moving and looking for a new house to live in because at the place that I used to live I no longer had the friends of support from teachers that I needed to stay at my school. Knowing that I am taking a huge risk by moving away I really didn't care anymore as I wanted to live my past life of sorrow and misery behind and start fresh.
And so I applied to a school where I was given an conditional offer to study there and that was a dream come true to me because we found the house we wanted to live in and moved in, we all got settled in and then came results day!!! that sadly was an awful day for me because not only did I suffer from post exam depression but I also had bad panic attacks about everything and on the day of my results I found out that the grades I got were not good enough for the school I wanted to go to, I of course passed all of my exams it was just that I was aiming too high for that school.
After long considerations and a lot of persuading from my sister I went to another school which had its enrolment day earlier on and there I asked if I could join. The lovely head of ear there allowed me to join the brilliant school and then my life was good I was slowly getting over my post exam depression and getting ready to start school.
On my very first day of school, not knowing anyone I felt like an outsider and yes at the age of 16 with everything that went on in my previous school I was scared that I would never get accepted my any friendship group and that they have all already created strong bonds with each other that some intruder wasn't needed. But I was nicely surprised when a group of girls came up to me and said I can hang out with them.
But during my first ever Law class I saw this bubbly and smiley young girl just sitting there and looking at me smiling at me and well I though to my self she seems strange but nice strange. This smiley girl is now my BEST friend and I would never change anything for the world.
So the moral of this post is that no matter how bad things get you can always move on and change something I changed the location where I lived and found my best friend who I sometimes feel like I've known all my life and now nothing can knock me down as I grew as a stronger person.
Just remember never be afraid of change because 9 out of 10 times it's good for you.
Lots of Love
Marta xxx
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